Wednesday, September 20, 2006
I had a bad dream yesterday... .... Me and a guy, who i cant recall who he is after i woke up, were in a big bag made of cloth hanging outside a tall building. Both of us were trying to climb back into the building. Then there was another guy inside the building cheering on. The guy in the bag with me succeeded in gg back into the building but i cant seem to do it. So the guy who was standing in the building wanted to help me. He tried to jump into the bag but miss and fell off the building... ... I woke up in a fright, feeling shocked and devastated.
Have you all awaken up from a bad dream, to find that you are actually crying in reality?I experience it before.. .. forgot what the dream is about... ...but i dun want to recall it.
When will i have a dream which i will wake up laughing.. ...haha
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I was so happy on wed..having had a chance to talk to some frens i met on the way to sch. But on fri i got so depressed..having hrd from a fren i met in canteen abt another person. I cant help feeling sad even though it has been 3 yrs on.. One has to move on though.
Read from newspaper abt a 14 yr old boy who had conquered cancer but had his life taken away cruelly on a hit and run accident. Cant help feeling that it is all fate. My mum always told me that ur fate is sealed once you are born, whether you will hav a happy family, a pretty face and bla bla. Is that reali so? If so, Ti Gong(God) is reali unfair to the boy. Or Ti Gong has greater plans for him in his nxt life, just not in this life.
So many cruel happenings recently. Read abt a cat being thrown off the building. Its eyes were bulging and bleeding to death. What has the cat done to deserve this. Though i may not be a cat-lover, sometimes even scared of cats, i am so shocked with this. May the culprit live in misery.
I feel blessed to hav a happy family, a group of frens, a roof over my head and a healthy body. Wat more can i ask for.... .... ....
