Thursday, November 26, 2009
我是不是错过了这最后唯一的机会?

Sunday, November 08, 2009
Time for some updating on my blog.
Just passed by japanese basic level 2,now in my 2nd lesson of basic level 3. Well, still not up to the standard of a japanese kindergarten kid. I am learning slowly but definately moving. haha. Felt a bit down and losing my momentum in learning as my best friend in the class decided not to continue. But its such a waste to give up now, so I shall strive on.
Facing a lot of problems in work last 2 weeks. Almost felt like crying, but it is a very good learning experience for me. Through this crisis, I saw the best and worst of some of my colleagues. I am truely grateful for colleague E, G and C for their help. Am so disappointed in colleague P, who being so much more senior than me, is only concerned about whether it will affect the auditing, and not trying to help me solve the crisis.
Its really hard to truely get to know someone. It takes so many months to understand our colleagues whom we met 5 times a week (more time than we see our own parents), and its only a side of them. Not to say someone whom we only met a few times. I just lost the confidence of believing in someone and am so doubtful about what the person says. They may be saying the politically correct things but in fact they are not thinking this way.
Confused...
Anyway, mext week I am going to attend my 1st ever company DND, looking forward to it..and the next few weeks will be busy, wedding, marathon, and my trip. Good to keep myself busy a bit so I can stop thinking about all these confusing things.
