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A place where I note down littles of my life to share with my dear friends. 
It's like a huge burden off my mind when I choose not to tink about it. Some things are just not solvable no matter how hard we thought about it. Can't help being philosophical. But humans are just so complicated, i dun deny that I am also one. I have been tinking for a few nights why somebody can just choose to disappear from you completely when all is normal a few days ago. We are friends, I treat him as one, but apparently he shunned me. Am I a demon? Not fit to be friends with him? Or he tot that I have other motives? which I do not have at this moment in time. I dun believe that he is so busy until he just vanished completely fr facebook n msn. shit... Tmd..it's all superficial abt being friends.
Watching a Korean drama now.. Personal taste. Reali love it. I actually cried when I watched the part where the gal recall how her ex- bf commented tat he only treat him like a poor puppy. Somehow watching it just makes me recall the " kite". I m so much like the gal.. assuming what she perceives to be like.. easily fooled by sweet talks.. can't forgets the sad past tat easily. So hurt tat I m sceptical with any approach by guys now.. wonder if he is just like tat "kite", tat it's just wishful tinking on my part. Tired also with all the guessing games.. If he feels the same way tat I feel. Is it so hard to make known ur feelings to another person?Sometimes I tink I m the one inviting troubles as I too easily trust ppl.. tat I bare my feelings to them to easily.. I reali need to learn to be stronger n defend my heart..But can I not go thru all the pains to learn these?